This is the first time I have done this so it will probably be crap but I thought it might be useful for me to keep a record of thoughts for myself.
I've decided to start now because I've nothing else to do at the moment. I've got a week of work, which would ordinarily be a very good thing. Unfortunatly it will be a week of boredom because Faye has gone on a big adventure with Emma and Ross is working and partyind with others. Never mind, it still beats work.

A bit about myself then. Well I'm 30 something and smoke far too much.....far too much. The trouble is though that I like smoking. I mean I feel like shit and have chest pains and coughs, like all proper smokers, but I still like to smoke so fuck it. Thats all you need to know really.
I would write more about myself but it's already beginning to feel like a letter to a French pen pal from school days and he was a fat selfish bastard so I won't.

I am a bit of a neurotic so a lot of this will probably be the mad ramblings of a confused and slightly bewildered wanderer through life. Which kind of sums me up really. :crazy::crazy::crazy:

As usual I find myself running out of fags and it's 3.45 am so the only thing to do in these circumstances is go to bed, but beware, I have now started to record my thoughtsU-(